What do you when you’ve messed up? What do you say when you’ve said all you can? What do you do when you’re willing but you can’t understand if she is? What’s left? What’s next? Trial. Tribulation(s). Take it slow. Keep moving like nothing has happened. Like nothing is your fault? No. Trust comes with time, and with effort. But what if? What if? What can I do? What can I prove? Myself. Though times have passed and times have changed- how come? I need to know. I want to know. I’m tired of running. I’m tired of hiding. I’m so sick and tired of turning my heart alway from what I’m so whole heatedly into. I’m done running from what makes my heart race. I’m not saying I’m “in love,” I’m saying I’m ready. In the most honest way. I’m compassionate. I’m forgiving and I’m the most- the most. I need to know and I want to know. Breathe your life into me. I’ll open up. I’ll be the one; for me and for you. I need something real. Love me.